brad terance dickerson's suisidle note / I FUCKING MISS HIM

Now i know most of u r gonna be sad and miss me but i will miss u all too and since ur not gonna…
derekslover13
derekslover13 Nov 26, 2006

ok this is to alex and who ever wanna read

ok my friend my bestest buddy ever died just a few days ago hear is how he died   ok his sister told me he slit his…
derekslover13
derekslover13 Nov 25, 2006
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chocolate chip cookie

yup i am handing this cookie out to anyone who wants one and personaly i don't care if you take the hole pack as long…
derekslover13
derekslover13 Nov 02, 2006

A poem i made a long whole back it means alot to me

A poem i made a while back everyone stares at me with hatred in their eyesas i walk up to you ,you have sadness in your…
derekslover13
derekslover13 Nov 01, 2006
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bloody tears

why can't i cry?why can't i care?why can't i scream for help?why does everyone hate me?why is there no help for me? ahhhh the questens…
derekslover13
derekslover13 Oct 26, 2006

a scream for help ♥♥ a poem - derekslover13

i feel dead and like a ghost i can't scream from my heart cuz tis dead and i am not aloud to speek my mouth…
derekslover13
derekslover13 Oct 26, 2006

i am sad

for abvious reasons i miss derek so much i wish he was back or just kidding or maybe he left togoto a slint place of…
derekslover13
derekslover13 Oct 26, 2006

this is meeeeeee

love me or hate me i don't care if i am pertty or ugly or a poser or someone else i am me i know…
derekslover13
derekslover13 Oct 19, 2006

umm ya

ok my best buddy jeremy and his lover kelly not my cuz some other bitch well anyways jeremy tom brad and tristan r on my…
derekslover13
derekslover13 Oct 19, 2006
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am i what you want yet

am i what you want i ask you this because u love someone else i am only wanting to know am i what you want did…
derekslover13
derekslover13 Oct 12, 2006

angel of death why is it me

i've had three friend die on me one of witch died in my arms while i loved him very much his name jeremy banks i…
derekslover13
derekslover13 Oct 12, 2006

okaa if u all remeber i posted this up well i desided to finish it for u all lol

*recap* "because those where hired cops to trick you two into beleaving he was going to get arested hahahahahaha" she explained he walked back thru the…
derekslover13
derekslover13 Oct 06, 2006

this is from derek i got it from my friend sara please just read and kill me it's my fault

    Dear everyone,          discluding you, dad, and basically excluding those of you whoever treated me wrong. I have something to say to all of you...since…
derekslover13
derekslover13 Oct 04, 2006

i feel like crap

ya i do and have no clue why i just do so if i goto sleep then don't send me a damn thing okaa well…
derekslover13
derekslover13 Oct 02, 2006

hmmmm boredom and an anoucement

okaa i am really very bored but um anyways the anoucement i will keep this page but i will not talk much from it because…
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derekslover13 Oct 02, 2006
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derekslover13
  • Heart Broken HB, US
  • 19 Female, Virgo
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  • Member Since: 2006-08-25
  • Relationship Status: wanting my prince to save me
  • Orientation: Straight
  • Religion: Christian - Other
  • Drink: Yes
  • Smoke: No
  • Children: I Don't Want Kids
  • Education: High School
  • Occupation: marilyn manson i am obsessed with marilyn manson

About Me:

well lets see i am emo/punk and will love to play the guitar soon and learn more about that i am single and hatin it i hope to find an emo thats really hot well he can be a dorky emo too i don't care either way he has to be an emo um i am 5'1' and short i have brown hair and i am emo i curse alot more then most 13 year olds i hate all i am emo and lovein it so if u got a dam problem with it the FUCK YOU i hate when people call my friends something cause it brakes my heart so much i love getting into fights and win and i hate those motherfuckers that pick on me and my friends just for being emo and i might be bulimic i am eating but not that well i am fat and wanna lose wait but i did as planed and got oput in the hospital now i must eat to live um anyways life goes on i will live i cut my arm yesterday and it didn't hurt it kinda felt good i haven't cut my arm in months cuz my friends kept the sharp stuff away from me and i found something oh yeah a fork and cut my arm

Interests:

FALL OUT BOY MUSIC i love to sing to play drums, and would love to learn more about playing the drums i love hanging out with my friends and living it up single hmmm hanging out with friends even tho most of them are weird i don't really care and i am into learning about guitar and my fav curse word is 'FUCK U'

Favorite Music:

panic at the disco, bowling for soup, the red jumpsuit apparatus, fall out boy, blink 182, bon jovi, linkin park, Evanscence, the used, system of a down, KoRn, from first to last, good charlotte, simple plan, ricky marten, senses fail, papa roach, the academy is, avenged sevenfold, my chemical romance, hinder, marilyn manson, boys like girls, cobra starship, the red hot chilly peppers, stone sour, and more just can't think of em ask if u wanna know.

Favorite Movies:

HORROR MOVIES are fine by me, some comady, some sad movies, depeneds on my mood really but mostly horror movies

Favorite TV Shows:

mtvhits, viva la bam, jackass, spongebob squarepants, fuse, perfect pare, f, list, TRL, dexter, dexters labatory, simpsons, family guy, futurama, south park, and much more just ask

Favorite Books:

fan fics, vampire books, scary books, HP books all four, and many more books i just don't read all the time